DREAMS/VISIONS


On a Monday night, Aug 22, my brothers 17th birthday, I had a dream that I had a baby, the baby was born looking just like my brother, my parents insisted on me giving them the baby, and I just keep crying NO! NO! NO!. My (step)grandmother also wanted the baby. Now this baby was born with a head full of hair, cut just the way that my brother wore his hair. The only thing was, in my dream his hair was red. Finally, they took my baby from me and would not let me see him.

A couple of nights later, I had another dream. At the time, I didn't think anything of the dreams. My brother and I were in the midddle of a rainstorm trying to get to our grandparent's house. When we arrived, our mother was there, and both our grandparents. Our mother has been dead since 1973, when my brother was 2 and I was 4. Our grandparents since 1980 and 1981. After we went into the house the four of them left me and I couldn't find them anywhere. Finally, after looking through the entire house, under tables, closets, even outside around the house, I went back insde and was crying, "Please, don't leave me here all alone."

The next night, there was a bad storm. About 8:00 that night I remember standing in my door looking at the sky and saying that something bad was gonna happen. About 11:30, I woke up when someone pulled up to the front of my house. Some cousins came to visit that I would never have expected to visit. They told me that 'Jeff, had a bad accident' I asked one of my cousins if it was my Jeff or her's, since our brothers had the same name. She said 'Your Jeff. Pam, he didn't make it.' This happened at about 8:00,during the rainstorm.